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Assalamualaikum

Emm... entry at last hour for today.. huhuhu.. brangan je fiza ni nk cakap org putih..entah betul entah tidak.. huhuhu...

This morning.. hubby show me something shared by my bro @ his fb... memg fiza sedar dia memg sakit.. tp bila fiza tgk entry from his friend about him.. then I realize... ooh my God... he really sick... ooh God.. please save him... God... he is a good father.. a good friend.. a good teacher n a good husband.. please save him.. he is a good "tok su" for my princess...

Yes!! He is my uncle.. my aunt's husband... my cousin's father..

Dia di sah kan mengidap kanser lidah.. klau xsilap fiza.. sedari princess dilahir kan.. klau xslap fiza la.. doktor dignose he is in stage four... hr tu dah buat chemotheraphy ..first stage treatment.. lps tu dh ok skit... but now... kanser tu merebak kt tempat len plak.. Allah!!! Now he on his second stage treatmennt.. 5days non stop chemo.. Ya 
Allah... kuat kn semangat ny

Yes I know... Allah will not test him if Allah know he can't get tru... Allah is all mercy.. 

Ya Allah... kuat kn semangat ny... friends...i wont ask for your money... but.. please pray for him...i only ask for your 'doa'....

looking at his photo a couple years ago n him now bring tears in my eyes... God.. please save him.. please give him health.. please ya 
Allah...

1 hari di hospital

Assalamualaikum...

Hr ni xthu nk buat apa.. hubby ke key ell settle kn hal keje.. n tggal la fiza n princess.. princess plak sbuk ngn upin ipin ny.. so tggal la ummi ny sensorang..xthu nk buat pe..

Belek2 nset ternmpak la plak gambar yg fiza snap 1 hari d hospital kuala terengganu.. hr tu kn bapak mertua fiza admit sbb xcident.. 1 day tu kami jk kuar cr barang kperluan for mak mertua fiza.. puny la kalut coz ingat ny nk blik before 7.. ye la.. waktu melawat hbis kul 7..

Dengn cepat2 ny hubby pegi start keta n letak princess kat dlm keta.. fiza tolak keta yng double park tu.. 1 keta.. 2 keta.. n yg ke 3.. betul2 park depan our belalang kunyit..  aik.. berat semacam.. xkn viva pun xgrak lau tolak... intai puny intai... rupa ny tarik hand break..

  menyirap jgk la darah muda yg dah xbrape muda ni.. ye la.. mna dia blajar double park angkat hand break pun xthu la...tggu puny tggu... last2 skali hubby g bgtau guard no keta tu... 10 minute before 7 bru la owner tu sampai.. dengn muka poyo ny dia dtg ckap.. 
"sori.. kakak sy yg parking" n trus msuk keta.. binawe betul.. mna adab pun xthu la.. 

dah la buang masa org mcm gtu je.. memg skit ati la.. sejam lebih kot tggu... 

hopefully benda ni xkn terjadi lg.. lau nk tarik hand break.  atleast bg la no phone.. ni pe pun xde.. sabar je la.. 

well ingat la.. budi bahasa budaya kita...

Emmmm... dilemma... dilema..

Assalamualaikum...

Sedih plak rsa di hati..
Tersepit antara cinta dan syg sejati...
Mna satu perlu aku pilih...
Bantu la diri ni.. aku buntu.. 

Aaarrggh.. tersepit betul.. ssah bila kita brada dalam dilema..
Kanan suami... kiri ibu...
Bak kata org tua2.. diluah mati emak ditelan mati bapak...

Mna satu fiza nk pilih.. ya Allah... aku tersepit...
Emmm... mom suh fiza cri keje... betul la kata ny..blajar susah2.. duit byk dh hbis.. tp xkeje.. 
Hubby plak... ad jugak betul ny...
Xsggup berpisah ngn anak kta nya.. berjauhan dan ulg alik tuk tgk anak... xsggup rsa ny nk ulg alik lg..

Fiza tersepit... ya Allah.. mna satu ni..
YaAllah... aku tahu Kau uji sbb Kau tahu aku dpt hadapi ny... tp ya Allah.. beri la petunjuk mu... aku mohon pada Mu ya Allah.. 

Hati.. hati.. hati..

Assalamualaikum..

Emm..entry ni fiza bnyk mengarut sikit.. ssah ke bila hati org kita kna jga tp hati kita org xjga.. emm manusia2..

Semoga Allah lindungi hati2 kita.  Kdg2 org xkn rsa pe yg kita rsa.. emm mgkin slah fiza jgk.. mulut ikut sdap hati je kluar.. tp lau mulut org pun ikut sdaphati diaorg je nk kuar. Xkn kita nk diam kn diri..

Entah la.. dunia2.. ya Allah.. lindungi la princess dr dunia akhir zaman ni.. senoga princess xkn rsa pe yg ummi dia rsa.. insyaAllah..

Kdg2 kita juga lupa yg segala2 ny ketentuan Allah.. semoga Allah lindungi hati2 kita..